The heart wants what the heart wants and I wanted you so badly.
In your face I saw my future unfold.
All things fall away when you are safe.
You are not a friend, nor a lover
two things that gravity pulls to me.
You are a teacher of life’s
joy and pain.
Never mine, always yours
as my mother taught me.
Time does pass and I will go.
Know that you are loved , son of my heart.